Its 29th of July

"Only once in your life, i truly believe, you will find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them the things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in  your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting and laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it's like being young again. Colours seem brighter and brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do, simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that's so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life." -BobMarley-

I am sorry Mok cause I can't be that girl, I've try the best I can, but still  can't brings a smile to your face, I can't make your day brighter and brilliant, I don't experiencing you Mok with love and joy. I do, I do love you in anything in everything, I still being your loyal friend and possibly soul mate, I give you my heart to be broke.. I used to love you Mok.. Happy Fifth Anny Mok...

Tips Membeli Tudung Untuk Akak-Akak

Hari ni dah 10 Ramadhan kan.. 19 hari lagi kita raya.. Yeay raya!! setakat hari ni aku tak dapat lagi berbuka dengan family..tak pe tak pe minggu depan semua balik sini..aku tak balik puasa dekat rumah sebab kerja.. "mencari sesuap nasi" cett ayat poyo.. Part time kat kedai jual tudung.. dah seminggu lebih aku kerja, dah macam kerenah rupa manusia aku jumpa.. haish memacam cetak perangai, kadang sakit hati nak melayan, customer punya pasal maniskan jela muka kan.

Jadi, untuk akak-akak luar sana yang akan pergi shopping tudung untuk hari raya, meh kak meh singgag kedai tudung saya kat Downtown Mines, tapi! sebelum akak  abang datang boleh tolong sikit tak? why not akak abang tolong mudahkan kerja kami.. eh ye betul kerja kami cari tudung bagi puas hati customer.. tapi bulan mulia apa salahnya mudahkan sikit kerja kami..tak banyak akak abang sikit je

• Pasang niat, mulakan dengan bismillah..

• Sebelum langkah kaki keluar dari rumah apalah kata andai akak dengan abang dah setting baik-baik bajet, warna dan gaya.
• sebelum sampai kedai buang atau tinggal dekat rumah segala rasa marah,penat, mood swing atau apa sajalah aura yang negatif..
• Lebih bijak dan sangat dihargai kalau akak abang semua bawa contoh warna, gunting sikit kain tu ke, senang kami boleh selongkar cari yang palin sesuai dan yang paling kena dengan kemampuan akak dan abang.
•  Bila kami bertanya, jaawab la dengan ikhlas, tak tahu atau keliru kami tak kisah, kami gembira dapat membantu.

semua langkah ni bukan apa akak, abang cuma kadang ada segelintir customer yang datang, bila ditanya, "akak cari untuk raya ye???, warna mcam mana?? jenis?? "..
dan mula la akak ni buat muka keliru.." tulah dik akak nak  cari tudung tapi tak ingat kaler baju, patut tadi bawa."

"takpe kak boleh tgk silalah..cuba dulu, nanti mana yang berkenan boleh datang semula."

hah! ni siap ada, dah lah tak ingat warna, minta semua jenis kain, minta keluar semua warna, cuba macam-macam, minta tukar keronsang, suruh lagi kami gali cari juga warna yang dia nak sambil lebih 10 kali dia asyik sebut tak ingat warna, tapi masih lagi membongkar, dah habis bongkar dekat sejam,dah habis dia selerakkan satu kedai, dah habis kami tonggeng gali semua stok.

 " takpelah dik akak tak ingat warnalah, nanti takut tak sam, nantilah akak datang semula."

Danggg!!!!! what the hell kak? kami tak marah, kami tak halau, tapi kalau boleh akak consider lah, ramai lagi orang yang betul-betul datang nak cari tudung, betul-betul minta kami layan, kesian yang lain kak. kalau akak rasa akak memang tak yakin, awal-awal lah minta diri minta maaf, jangan bagi kami perabih keringat kat akak je, rasa nak nangis! nak marah! nak cekik je! nak makan! geram!

Kami bahagia bila dapat tengok muka happy muka excited customer yang dapat apa yang mereka cari, tak salah mudahkan kerja kami, makin mudah makin cepatlah kebahagian dan kegembiraan tu datang. Bila ikhlas kami bantu, murah rezeki kami, akak dengan abang pun  balik dengan senang hati, tanpa rasa sakit hati dengan muka annoyed kami.. terimakasih datang lagi ye kak!!!

HAPPY SHOPPING!!!

Dear Readers

             Aku dah renew semua info dalam blog ni..dulu aku tulis memang 80% untuk dia..so apa- apa label yang ada kena mengena antara aku dengan dia, aku dah tukar jadi chapter DearEx, demi untuk menjaga mana-mana sensitiviti..dia ada orang baru dan aku tak nak salah faham berlaku..dan macam tu juga aku insha Allah suatu hari nanti aku juga bakal ada orang baru.. aku tak nak delete apa-apa pun mengenai dia dengan aku..sebab aku belajar dari pengalaman..aku nak itu jadi pengajaran terbesar untuk hidup aku..

            Maaf kalau selama ni aku banyak show off,,tulis  ILY banyak-banyak..IMY banyak yang mungkin buat orang yang baca rimas..itu khilaf aku..aku minta maaf ter-over..lepas ni aku akan lebih hati-hati dengan apa yang aku nak tulis, aku akan sedaya upaya elakan privacy tak keluar ke public.. thank you..

useyourbeautywithyourbrain~noted intan!!